I am honestly starting to get over the bullshit. I am sick of being on call when you want me and expected to be there and the thing is, I have such a hard time saying no to you. It just seems easier to let you walk all over me, keep the peace between us. But really, whats the point? You have somebody else and there has been several prime opportunities to get rid of her, there has been several times where you could of told me, you wanted me or whatever and yet you haven't! Obviously you like having her around otherwise she simply wouldn't be. But why do you keep me around? Because you like knowing your wanted by more than one person, because me wanting you is so abnormal.. we were together for six fucking years!!!! Of coarse I still love you and want to be with you, but I am really getting over being the 'other girl' in your life. Its either me and only me, or I'm gone. I just don't think I can do this anymore!
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