nothing to you

I don't understand any of this anymore. You make me so angry, you make me so sad, yet you make me feel love in a way that I never thought I could feel. Why do you do the things you do? Why do you push pain upon me? Why do you get everything you want? Your cake and you get to eat it too. I am so sick of being empty and lonely. I am so tired of having to put on brave face. If this was anyone else, I would simply walk away but you are the exception. You are everything but it all means nothing. All my love and pain towards you, means absolutely nothing. Nothing to you.