accepting life.

I still think about you and it drives me crazy but it is completely normal I know. I want to know if you are okay, because last I heard you weren't but then in some ways you deserve to feel the way you are, you have brought it all upon yourself. I am still looking out for you, its ridiculous, I know but I can't help it, when your with someone for such a long time they become the centre of your world. It is hard making myself the centre of mine again. But I am getting there and I am loving every minute. When life throws something at you, you need to grab it with both hands and embrace it, the situation, the experience. You only live once, so whether it be a good or bad time, it will make you stronger in one way or another. If there is anything I have learnt from this whole crazy experience is to live the life you want to live, because you only have one.