All I'm doing is kidding myself, trying to convince myself by doing what I'm doing is going to changes things. Reality is, it won't, he will keep living this way until he either 1) gets caught out by his new girlfriend or 2) he is made to make a decision. If its the latter, he will more than likely make a decision he lives to regret because, the only way he'd be put in that position was if I did it and I'm almost 100% sure if I did put that upon him, he would get mad and choose her without a thought, he would tell me to "f*ck off". However if his new girlfriend finds out and leaves his sorry ass then he really isn't choosing is he? He is just accepting it for what it is.
But I don't friggin' understand, he either gives her a key or leaves her a spare quiet happily, he's known her all of a month, a bit trusting if you ask me!!!! But then when he is with me and she messages or calls, he ignores it and says shit like 'i don't care if i break her heart' wtf!!! please tell me she hasn't already dropped the three words that he still, yes thats right still tells me!! The whole situation is frankly f*cked!!!! Why I'm doing it to myself, I don't know... you tell me!?
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