Why does life seem to always throw things at me at the worst possible times?
It happened all at once, first my best friend, then the love of my life and then my job, it was literally like watching dominoes fall...
I had a big fight with my best friend and I then realised she wasn't who I thought she was, I mean I always knew she was selfish but that was her, I dealt with it but after this fight, after trying to hard to stay in contact after she moved away, it all blew up in my face and now I am a better person without the constant worry of her.
My boyfriend of six years, we lived together and everything, tells me he doesn't know what he wants anymore, so I live the next few weeks of my life feeling like I am walking on egg shells and then things start to finally come good.. then slap across the face he breaks up with me and tells me to leave..
Then there's my job, yeah I still have it but I was coping all kinds of crap because I was down and out. I tried to take time off work yet they said they needed me and I explained that I wasn't in a good state of mind but I will try and get through each day..
I am just sick of people expecting the world from me, I am one person and I am not perfect but I try so hard to be for everyone in my life.. So why is it so god damn hard? WHY?
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